I feel insecure all the time. Mommy said I was going through the "Adult Cycle". Funny how I feel depressed all the time.

Me: Daddy? Do you feel proud of me?
Daddy: I've always felt proud of you and always will.  

Today was an independent day. Not really though, I spent a little of it with Darryl. Amazed at how we are still able to talk to much after so much happened. I'll keep this friendship safe in my heart. Met my girls, been quite awhile I felt this gloomy....