You know, how people have insecurities? Everyone has them. Don't ever think that you're the only exception in this society. Even the ones who appear most confident have their little insecurities as well. And even if you're a person full of insecurities, it doesn't give you the liberty to put others down to push yourself up.
What I despise most is that, you have your insecurities and you feel insecure about your insecurities. So what you do is that you instill insecurities into your friends and allow them to feel the same way you do, otherwise worse. Do you have any sense of humanity?
Since you always want the first-hand news, you often spend your time finding means to make yourself seem like a news publisher. Just a little advice, you can actually channel the ample time you used on intensive researches on people to study. P/S I believe that would be much more beneficial, and not to mention, much more useful in life.
You're good at getting people but you know what you're bad at? Keeping them. You will definitely read this and I just want you to know that there were times I could have embarrassed you but I did not. I respected you as a human being. And one last thing, I've never met such a cunning person in my life.