It's so hard to keep up and I feel like giving up. But I know that if I do, one day I'll look back and regret. And if I hang on, one day I'll look back and tell myself "It's the best decision ever - holding on" I've never felt so affected at the littlest things ever. Is this what love feels like? Is this how jealousy actually feels like? I feel that I love (too much), I care (too much) and that's why I hurt (too much).