STUCK
Thursday, January 31, 2013
I have a silly friend who came round to my place at 11 to drop off a letter he wrote for me, just to realise he got the location wrong. Nonetheless, thank you for the thought. I appreciate it.
Today marks the last day of my busy week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Despite me having culinary tomorrow, it's just a few more weeks till I have my well-deserved 2.5weeks break. The past few days have been nice, been seeing chubs around (and hanging around together a wee bit) and I even got to know his group of friends better.
xxx
Dear Chubs
Please don't over think. Even if they really are interested (which I HIGHLY doubt so; don't know why you think otherwise) I just want you to know that you'll always be my favourite.
Love, Buba
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ZEN MODE
Will never forget this movie I watched alone during the last holiday. Anyway life is getting better except my phone decided to go on bitch mode (recovery mode) and I had to restore it. So it's empty now. Like an empty vessel. Like me, sometimes.
Anyway it's midnight. Do you know what that means? Romeo's calling on me. So goodnight!
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SMITTEN
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Finally, down to my last week of SSM next week. So glad that Zhi Hao and I did a great job in leading our SSM team today. Anyhoo I think I'm a retard just because. And um, I'm having a night for myself (FINALLY). Ummm tonight's a cute night between eyecandy and I because it just is.
If you see this, I'm looking forward to CNY shopping.
P/S Let's go chinatown and get ourselves the chinese traditional costumes for Chinese New Year, shall we?
P/S/S You know I'm just kidding don't you
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MONDAY MORNING BLUES
Monday, January 28, 2013
I woke up feeling sad today. No idea if it's because I know that I've to study for my test later or if its because of something else. Lol this feels so much like a break up with someone and I don't even know why.
I really want to go scuba-diving, or just spend my time in a beach under the sun/stars. I need to get out of this monotonous cycle, it's making me so..... emotionless. Afterall Singapore's known to have the least emotions. And it all make sense, it is hard to find happiness in Singapore because it's such a fast-paced country.
P/S Not regretting one bit yesterday's chill date at the beach despite me not having enough time to study.
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POSTING ON ROMEO
Sunday, January 27, 2013
I don't exactly know what I want but just let me be your kitty will yaaa
I don't wanna study I don't wanna study I don't wanna study I don't wanna study. I'm turning into a whiny bitch ok I shall go study and hopefully my brain cells don't drown in information. Have a nice scorching day.
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GREASE
Hi. Saturday was fine. This saturday, my best friend came over to wake me up for a change. It was nice, waking up to your best friend's face. Instead of a card this year, I mustered some courage and told her how I feel about our friendship of (about) 7 years with a little classical music in the background. It went well and she was pretty much touched (I hope). Before I continue here's a selfie for you just because vanity's at its best.
So anyway, church was per usual 'cept I was too tired so I listened intensely with my eyes close. Keyword: Intensely not eyes close. After church we headed over to Bugis National Library for the Musical (just because my elder sister got a lead role), Grease. This is my 4th musical (Sound of Music, Wicked, Voyage De La Vie was the first three) and this is also the first musical that's not directed with ample of experience but I have to say it was very impressive, and i enjoyed it very much.
I met Aaron after the musical and took like (idk) 9 shots of photos with him? But here's one. This makes me miss the times I studied in NUS for days. I miss floorball, I miss late night supper (maggie noodles from cheers) with this guy. And of course I asked him why didn't he join the Grease cast, afterall he once played the guitar and sang to me and he's got good vocals.
And this is Jasper, the nerd in the musical. Idk why I took this photo maybe because I just have a thing for guys with bowties and suspenders............
And finally, my elder sister, Japhia. She's so darn cute. The whole time during the musical I was resisting the urge to pinch her face n'gawwww. I'm so proud of her and her many talents. Anyway I wasn't wearing my heels because *whispers* just look at the height difference even without them heels. I love my puny little elder sister.
Thinking about the things I have to do tomorrow just ticks me off. I don't want to study but I got to and therefore it's time for me to sleep.
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Friday, January 25, 2013
I was scrolling through the archives of my blog, this is probably the longest living blog I've ever had. Ever. I'm usually a pretty fickle minded person, but this blog probably went through a lot with me and I just couldn't bear to ditch it.
I've been thinking quite a bit, how was I ever able to wake up and lose feelings for almost everything? Sigh may thoughts be the death of me. Right now I just really need a good talk with a good someone.
Just shoulder nudge me if you need someone, I'll be there.
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22
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
Aren't you just the sweetest thing ever. {inserts irrelevant photo}
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S/M
Sunday, January 20, 2013
This is extremely personal but I just feel like sharing it on my blog.
There's this guy I knew since I was 14. And we talked, and talked. He was nice, but that was probably all I knew about him. 1 year later, he told me he liked me. I didn't know what to do and so I did what I thought was (hypothetically) right and I ignored him. For hours, for days, for months. He wrote love poems to me, I just put them aside. It was awkward.
3 years have passed. He decided to give it another shot and so he talked to me, again. Now that we were older, both of us handled things better. I stopped ignoring whatever I feared happen, and we became friends. Good friends. Soon, he got to know my family. My parents were very fond of him and they asked me if I would ever consider dating him. Deep inside me, I never wanted to date him. But I knew how good a husband or father he'd be in future.
Tonight was confession night. He told me how he felt about me and this time it felt different. I am positive that I'm in love with him, but only in a friend-love way. What's weird was, it's no longer awkward. Things went pretty well and we decided that we should only discuss this in future. I don't know how he's feeling right now but I'm feeling glad on my part. Glad I knew him, and glad things didn't turn out the way it did 3 years ago.
Nonetheless, I told him that friends change each other in one way or another. And he has definitely made me a better person, and I him.
Ok wow this is actually a very sentimental post it's probably time for bed goodnighty
P/S sorry for the post fiesta but I figured that I may not have time to post soon sooooooooooo
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JUST MOLLY AND I
Saturday, January 19, 2013
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DISCLAIMER: NOT FROM GOOGLE
"I like you the way you are. Because you are sincere, and nice, and shy. I like it when you blush because it's cute. And above all else, I like you because you like me the way I am."
I need an adventure, life in Singapore's bored as hell.
ok bye
P/S I've come to a realisation that I can be very sentimental at times
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BURNED OUT
Monday, January 14, 2013
Hello I'm so tired I don't know how much longer will I be able to take this. I hate the idea of being tired because it affects me. And I'm just going to keep this short so good night.
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PROJECT CAMARADERIE
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Hi. Been pretty much as busy as a bee. Apart from worrying about my life, I've got so much more to care for. Anyway, I designed this - Project Camaraderie for an upcoming project that I'm working on. No idea why but I feel so proud of it (I think it looks pretty good!!!)
Anyway, amidst sinking in thoughts on how much better life would have been if I weren't born in Singapore, I'm pretty much good. To end off, here's a photo of a scenery when I was up on Mount Faber this morning.
Good day to all of you.
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FEELS
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Been quite a long time since...... I don't know what happening really. I just know that i'm happy whenever we're hanging out and that's that.
What exactly is this feeling, I don't even know...
I'm so confused but just take me to a ferris wheel will ya
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SICK
Thursday, January 3, 2013
What with this sudden influx of illness.... Unable to rest, unable to eat, and even unable to even walk independently. I just hope it's not what Daddy and I think it is.........
Or I'm probably screwed
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HAPPY NEW YEAR
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
So darn lazy to upload every shiz so here, these photos sums up my penang trip. And oh, happy 2013! :-)
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