Typically any girl would feel insecure about anything, but I'm truly fortunate to have Shao dealing with mine. Foremost, I'm sensitive, I over-think, overreact and am demanding. If you are reading this and your girlfriend isn't any of these, she's an extreme keeper but beware; you wouldn't know when she'll let it out on you.

I am, basically the luckiest girl on earth. Whenever I get really cranky, Shao would cradle me in his arms and just talk to me, sing to me, stroke my head, pat me, tuck hair behind my ears/removing hair from my face or just gazing at me. I love how he does that and of course when he plants kisses on my left and right cheeks, forehead and nose. And when he tells me that bad times will go away and that brighter days are coming.

It's been quite some time since we've been together, but one thing's for sure - I'm more sure than ever that I'm still in love with Shao. And I honestly do not ever, ever want to think of the day I'd have to live without him because it hurts so much. How can someone like me, having been extremely independent, be so dependent on someone else? I am completely clueless but this is a puzzle I'd rather leave unsolved.

I just really need to realise how blessed I'm to have someone so willing, and would do anything to spend the rest of his life with me. I'm honoured to be your girlfriend, Shao. And I love you so much.