Any guy who have gone out with me would know I'm a helpless romantic at heart. I remember there was this one particular guy who told me "stop expecting your relationships to be like those in movies. You'll just be disappointed because you don't live in movies, you live in reality" something along that line. And y'knw what? You're wrong. I'm in a perfect relationship in most possible ways.

We're two lovebirds, hitting the malls, doing silly stuff, saying the cutest things to each other, exactly like a movie. I have no idea what I've done to deserve all of these. But I know one thing's for sure that chubs and I will fight for each other. Whenever I'm feeling sad and annoyed and I just want to be alone, chubs will sit by me and tell me the very reason he fell in love with me, and all the things he love about me. He reminds me of the things I've told him and it makes me feel better.

Similarly when he feels lousy, I approach it in a different way. I hug him to make him feel better, I give him surprises, I cook for him and write him messages. Both of us, are in love. And I guess it is exactly what movies aim for, to allow people to see how they will be like when they're in love. And I see it, but more, I feel it.

Initially I was really afraid of my boyfriend going into NS. What if I cheated on him, or what if I got bored because he didn't have enough time for me? What if's just filled my mind. But as of recent, I realised that I don't have to worry because I love him. I love him enough to be with him through this journey of 5 days of hell and 2 days of heaven. I'll be with him at all his ceremonies and achievements, I'll proudly hold him in photos to let everybody know that he's my boyfriend; that my boyfriend has survived army.

Looking beyond army would be further studies. Chubs is currently considering to go overseas to study. I don't deny that it'll be even tougher than army. But whoever survived both army and long distance relationship has survived the toughest obstacle to come. I'm all supportive and I'm not afraid that he'll find anyone better because I know, in his heart that he'll always love me. Nobody understood what we've been through, the emotional barriers both of us had in the beginning and the time invested to break these barriers down and cultivate trust within ourselves.

We had this stage - growing, where both of us made each other better persons. For the simplest yet uncomprehensible reason: Unconditional Love.

Partying last night for my first time was fine. I don't deny that the attention received was indeed flattering but unfortunately the cons outweigh the pros. During the party I was really worried for all my girlfriends and the initial stage I was just running all over to make sure all of them were fine (and not taken advantage of) and the latter part I met Davin and had a good catch up with him at the table.

My poor boyfriend insisted that he should pick me up to make sure I was safe and sound so after a long and tiring day at work, he drove to wave house to come pick me up. I'm such a lucky girl I never once doubted. Despite waiting for 45 mins and getting lost in the sentosa road ways all he did was to shower me with care and concern when I stepped into his car.

He took care of me when I vomited, tucked me to bed and made sure I was okay. I'm so blessed to have him in my life. What would I ever do without you, I really don't know.

Nonetheless, so much love for everyone who made it a memorable first time for me :-)