I just wanna say that chubs and I are such suckers for examinations so please let it be over and done with and we can spend our good 2.5 weeks of holidays together before the dreary SIP starts. Last darn paper tomorrow, I need to up my game.

Hi, with all honesty I hope my readers are people who cares. It doesn't necessarily have to be for me, but at least enough to respect certain individuals about certain issues. I've realised a surge in my views since, idk a month back? I'm not too sure if it's a good or bad thing. But one thing's for sure, everything's getting less private so this also means that I'm going to post less about how I feel (preempt).

Everything's going on really well, and I'm glad. And yup that's about it. It's the last lap for us to get our nerds on and mug through the week. All the best to each and every of you reading this.

Today, my naughty little sister hijacked my phone and typed "Luv u bay" to chubs. Chubs says that I don't use "luv", but I use "love" instead so he knows it isn't me. So at night I was tumblring and here goes our conversation (roughly):

Chubs: I just saw your tumblr and I like it
Bubs: U luv it don't u
Chubs: Who's this
Bubs: I M JULIA OMG I told u I will use "luv" too
Chubs: Really?
Bubs: Yes I do just sometimes not all the time
Chubs: What's our open sesame code
Bubs: Whats open sesame since when did we have an open sesame code
Chubs: Ok u r bubs testing u

First time being so cheeky but. so. darn. cute. hahaaaa ok goodnight.

An extremely short post but the title says it all. You are special and so dear to me. You are so mine.

Meow today was a magical day. Cute boy chubs did a sparkler surprise for me and it's so darn cute I get so flustered even by thinking about it. We went to the airport to watch some (supposed) aeroplanes but watching him seemed to be more than enough for me. He gave me a present, something I really needed a long time ago - A wallet. This wallet I'll use until he gives me the next one.

I gave him his present, with a long hand-written letter of deep heartfelt words. Things were pretty smooth, we ate at coffee club and spend the rest of the night waiting for the rain to stop. Both of us were pretty dead beat (He had SSM today and I slept at 4am this morning) but we just didn't wanna leave each other.

Today's a really good day. Really, really really good day. I enjoyed myself with you chubs, very much. Thank you for being more than I've ever wished for.

Yet another magical day spent with a magical someone

Sooooo I found this picture in one of my picture folders, I probably saved it in my computer last year. And now that I'm in love, I stare at it and feel that it fits my situation completely. I'm in my favourite kind of relationship with my favourite person. The initial stage for us was just a little ambiguous with a lot of uncertainty but I guess things are pretty much settled now.

It feels good being in love with someone I can completely rely on to not impose any hurt on me in a lifetime.

HAPPY CNY FROM THE CHEEKY SISTERS!!!!!!

"Today is a Sunday, and I love you. I'll love you tomorrow, and the next day, and even the next week. In 4 months, I will love you, just like i loved you yesterday. 40 years from now, I'll run my hands through your grey hair and smile at the thought of how much I love you. I just hope you will be with me through all the time that I will love you."

For once ever, I look forward to weekdays because I don't get to see chubs on every weekends. Or this weekend as a matter of fact because of Chinese New Year. It's getting so hard not seeing my favourite face everyday I'm starting to wonder how Internship would be for us, knowing that our schedules are very different, and we're at different locations... (sad face)
Just my face for my favourite boy. Have a great Chinese New Year's Eve to anyone and everyone reading this!

Dear bloggie,

Today was a good day. Firstly, I wrote a kickass cute letter to chubs and gave it to him while delivering food. Second, it's the second last day of culinary (requires some celebration here) and third; and the best, chub's cute as hell reply letter to my initial letter.

After culinary was spent with chubs. We had dinner and walked home from wherever we were eating at. We went to our usual hangout place and sat there. I never get how chubs make times with him feel so magical, but again, today was a magical day. And y'knw what's my favourite part? Chubs blushing.

It's Chinese New Years in a day's and I'm having mixed feelings about it. I get money and conversations BUT what I don't get is to see chub's face. Not a very good bargain afterall.....

Anyway I was extremely dead beat I came back and fell asleep in the guest room. It's currently 3.36am and I'm right in front of my computer screen typing these words in my head. I checked my phone and chubs sent enough message to make me go "Awwwwwww".

The best thing about chubs and I are the long goodnight messages we give each other without fail every night. Chubs I like you very much.

Not hanging out with chubs for a day feels horrible. When did I become so dependent on someone even, urgh. Admittedly I'm becoming more and more reliant on chubs and I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not. 

It's so cute that chubs decided to create tumblr after last night when I decided to tumblr at Coffee Bean. Yesterday was good, I met chubs's friends and hung out together. We probably get along pretty well, we went shopping and just chilling.

Although we're close to meeting everyday, time together never seem to be enough.
Just me who've just got up from a power nap, ok havin' suppz tonight guuuuudbye!

I'm your favourite girl and I'm not going anywhere. Good morning sleepyhead. And when I'm with you everything else seem to matter less than they normally would.

Tonight was....... An emotional night. But after tonight chubs and I probably feel 100% comfortable with each other already (or are we?) Hours spent together, under the hut. Thinking of possibilities and ways to make things work. And if they don't, what's next? I have no idea either.......
Today made us, or me rather, realise how much I meant to you. I just want you to know that no matter what happens, there'll always be this part of you in me somewhere.  And if circumstances doesn't permit, you will always be a good friend to me. Always. But right now, just stay and be my favourite boy. Please don't allow your mind to be overwhelmed with thoughts. I want to see you tomorrow, happy.

Anyway on a side note, ssm is over. No more early morning tuesdays. And I almost fainted after operations because I skipped lunch and bitch best friend just decided to pop in and say hi at this time of the month. My life was saved by the sweet thangs chubs bought for me and left them in the fridge during the operations earlier while he came to support my team, thank you chubs.

Here's the song I told you about just now.

Supported the team @ ToPTable with theme Masquerade today! Sugar N' Spice operations tomorrow, come on down to Sugarloaf from 1030-1430, SEE YOU THERE!!!!!!

So I met chubs today. We had lunch at bbqchix and went to town to grab some clothes. Chubs told me it was his first time shopping with a girl. And it was technically mine as well. We got our clothes and I have to admit that chubs got good eyes on clothes for me. While I was queueing for the fitting room, I asked him to pick a few pieces for me to try on and I ended up buying whatever he picked because they look good on me, PLUS he got my sizes right (impressive very impressive)

Anyway we watched Hansel and Gretal. It was a pretty good movie 'cuz chubs didn't fall asleep this time but! The witches were so scary I don't even know if I want to be a witch mascot on Tuesday anymore.....

Anyway today was really good but what really hit me today was chubs and my conversation during dinner. I mean why does it always have to happen this way... Life isn't always fair now is it?

Nonetheless I'm pretty darn thankful to have you thank you for being there for me. Although you are very different from all that I've ever been out with, it's a good difference.

Sometimes I got doubts if I am really the best. Afterall there's this saying "Don't settle for the second best" Anyway these are just thoughts, and I'm dead beat so goodnight.